Hi everyone! Today I will be sharing my script for the last two CCR questions! I can't wait for you to see the finished product, enjoy! :))
Reflecting on My Film-Making Experience with "Barely Beautiful"
INT. BEDROOM– DAY
(The setting is casual but clean. I’m sitting comfortable on my bed. I’ll “scroll” through fictional comments as I talk to my viewers along with my "editor" Amanda Lakeworth.
ME
(smiling warmly)
Hey guys, welcome back to my YouTube channel! For those of you who are new, I’m a film producer, and since I just released a teaser for my upcoming film "Barely Beautiful,” I thought it’d be cool to sit down and reflect on the whole experience, from the creative process to some challenges I faced along the way while I read some of your comments!
(glances at screen)
I wanted to start off saying that I’ve been reading some of the feedback people have left… and wow. You guys definitively did not hold back on the critizism.
(pretend to read comment)
“Why does she keep touching her glasses? It’s so annoying.”
(laughs lightly)
Yeah, well, that part of Camila’s character was fully intentional! I wanted her glasses to be symbolic and kind of like a security she keeps clinging to. Every time they are seen on screen, it reflects her identity, and the loss of it when she chooses not to wear them. Small details like that helped me subtly build her character.
(scroll again)
“The lighting is too dim. I can barely see what’s going on, was that necessary?”
(leaning forward slightly)
Okay, that one made me rethink things a bit. But the dim lighting was actually an important choice I made. I used ring lights and played with shadows to reflect Camila’s emotional state. The darker, moodier tones represent her insecurity and isolation, meanwhile the brightness during the first scene represented not just hospital lighting, but the idea that she was surrounded by family. The rest wasn’t supposed to look bright and cheery, instead it was meant to feel heavy and personal.
Honestly, making this film taught me a lot about planning and adaptability. I started out with this super clear vision in my head, but I quickly realized that not everything goes as planned.
For example, I originally wanted to shoot in my sister’s room, but once I started setting up, I realized the layout didn’t match what I had storyboarded. It would’ve made some of the shots look awkward or messy. So, I had to switch to my own room. That meant removing all my personal decorations to create the plain, structured look I wanted for Camila’s environment. It took way longer than expected, but it actually made the space feel more connected to her persona.
(smiling slightly)
I also learned that improvising is a big part of the process. Since my room had a different layout, some of the shots I planned didn’t work as well. I had to adjust my camera angles and rethink certain movements. It was a reminder that film making isn’t just about executing a plan, infact, it’s about problem-solving on the spot.
(Now, let’s talk about the tech side of my production. I kept it simple but effective. For editing, I used Adobe Premiere Pro, which made the whole post-production process a lot smoother. I found it really straightforward, and when I didn’t know how to do something, I relied on YouTube tutorials. It saved me so much time and helped me quickly learn new editing tricks I hadn’t known before.
(pretend to scroll through another comment)
“The cuts are too choppy—it doesn’t flow properly.”
(raising an eyebrow)
I get why someone might say that, but honestly, the slightly abrupt cuts were intentional. I wanted the editing to feel a bit disjointed at times, mirroring Camila’s sort of fragmented mental state. The uneven pacing during some sequences reflects her growing internal struggle.
I also wanted to add that for filming, I used my phone camera, which actually worked really well. I paired it with a handheld stabilizer for smoother movement and ring lights to control the shadows and highlights. Many people think you need a fancy camera to make a good production, but I learned that with good lighting and framing, even a simple phone can create great cinematic visuals when using all its features smartly.
(pretend to read another comment)
“The sound effects were super basic. You could’ve done more.”
(nod thoughtfully)
Fair point. I kept the sound design minimal on purpose because I didn’t want the film to feel overwhelming. I pulled sound effects from Pixabay and used the intro music from Free To Use, an excellent website for finding free music that doesn’t have any copyrighting, and I made sure the audio was subtle, letting the visual storytelling take the lead.
(leaning slightly forward)
Beyond the tech, making this film taught me so much about patience and flexibility. I had this super clear vision going in, but as I started filming, I realized that sometimes, you just have to let the story evolve naturally on its own.
(pretends to read another comment)
“The pacing is way too slow. It drags.”
(raises an eyebrow playfully)
Yeah, I get that. It’s definitely not a fast-paced film, but that was intentional. I wanted the slow, deliberate pacing to reflect Camila’s internal struggle. The repetition of her routine—getting ready, walking, adjusting her glasses—was meant to feel a bit monotonous, symbolizing the emptiness of her daily life.
(smiling softly)
One of the biggest things I learned is that small details matter. Whether it was Camila’s glasses, the gradual mess of her schedule, or the subtle lighting shifts, these small elements added depth to the story without needing a lot of dialogue.
(pretends to read a positive comment)
“I loved the symbolism of the glasses! Such a clever detail.”
(grinning)
See? Not all the comments were mean! It’s really cool when people pick up on the little details you intentionally include. It made me realize how much power there is in visual storytelling—you don’t always have to say things out loud for them to resonate.
(pretend to read another comment)
“Camila’s struggle with her appearance felt so real. I could totally relate.”
(smiling slightly)
That’s honestly one of the best comments to get because relatability was the whole point. When developing Camila, I wanted her story to reflect real struggles that many teenage girls face, especially in places like Colombia, where plastic surgery is often seen as a casual solution for self-image issues.
It’s interesting because this aspect of the film actually ties into David Gauntlett’s identity theory, which I used as a reference point for my story. Gauntlett argues that media doesn’t create identity but reflects it, and that’s exactly what I aimed for. Rather than inventing an unrealistic story, I tried to mirror real experiences including but definitely not limited to constant self-comparison, the desire to fit in, and the pressure to conform to beauty standards.
So, when people say that they can see themselves in Camila, it shows that the film successfully captured a genuine social issue, making it feel authentic and relatable.
(leaning back slightly)
Overall, this project was a huge learning experience. It taught me how to adapt, problem-solve, and use technology creatively, even with limited resources. I’m super proud of how "Barely Beautiful" turned out, and I can’t wait to apply everything I’ve learned to some of my future projects!
(smiling genuinely)
Thank you so much for those of you who stayed here this far, and I’ll see you all next time! Don’t forget to stay creative every day, and most importantly, stay inspired every step of the way in this life. Bye guys!